BUCK UP,SHUT UP,BREAK UP
After seeing the title i think every reader may laugh,beacause of my foolishness,craziness,stupidness,short mindedness,fetishness and much more.i never insulted any girl And I don't have interest to trap or blackmail or something finally i hope i dont wanna write more blogs on love because i dont wanna exist love in my future(in case any andhalarakshasi,mangoose mukku dhi,yenkamma pullama yerradhi osthe em cheyalam)pls refer i got a girl crush blog).this story is personal i dont have intention or hesitatation i just wanted to share,after attending HUMAN LIBRARY sessions i have taken inspiration from them i just wanna share my feelings,my intentiononn and my thought is i never play with any other emotions at last i know what was happened to me but I don't know why it was happened to me
BUCK UP
it was huge divine to me when i was with her and talking to her,i forgot my studies,roaming around her college for seeing her smile and face,but not two sided love,she gave information where ever she go,at nights she gave summary about the day,one fine day she was fighting with her frnd i have seen her in a serious mood i didnt try to talk to her,next day i was asked to her what was happened yesterday she told me that my frnds had taken promise from me,why and what was that-they dont want me to talk to you.after that she blocked my contact for fulling promise and spending time with her frnds at the same time she dont wanna miss me she used to make call at midnights after 11pm to 1am, i thought that my thoughts and responsibilities on her were huge,she had huge concern on me.after her exams she moved to her home she stayed exact 15 days june 18 to july 3 after that she moved to delhi in between jun18-jul 3rd how i struggled to meet her in between those days at shopping mall,vegetable market,near gobi centres.
Things to ponder
i spoke to a girl like you,are you witch or fakeminded
how much i requested to talk not for love after seeing your parents care
am i expected anything from you like money physical help or something,i just asked you to talk to me
SHUT UP
a huge pressure on me from my parents for im not concentrating on my carrer ,i have called to my love 3rd of this month for talking about her accomodation for her she didnt talked much she was so irritable on me,after convincing my parents they sent me back again to hyd with lots of responsibilities,i reached hyd 4th of this month i enjoyed a lot with my brother and gaining importance and knowing more about life.after listening my brother words i lost hope on her,suddenly i got a message from her,i got some random messages she was asking me why are you messaging in a sarcastic way,i know you had interest on me to talk to me i know much about you,some in this world so hurting to me,she tried to make a call to me i dont have interest to talk but after 30 mins i convinced her we were talking each other daily video calls so much of fun and many,i dont want to live single anymore in hyd thats why i moved to delhi,i just came delhi because of her,i didnt tell my parents i dont have money to expend but my frnds taking care about me while i was planning to delhi i didnt tell to anyone of them they felt very bad one me sry my dear frnds for my foolishness,after I reached to delhi,first i wanna talk to her,on the same day her father came by flight i reached her destination 8pm in the evening by train,when i saw her she was with her frnds,i thought that i dont wanna disturb her but i messaged her, after that she didnt gave reply to me i was standing alone on the corner and diagonal to her but she didnt responded i felt very sad,after that she called me ok i forgive up.
THINGS TO PONDER
why i came to delhi,whats your response am i look like a beggar because of continous asking to talk,
you spoke about your inner wear have you forgot about vulgar talk obviously i was forced to talk and later you also spoke do you entertain these kind of talks with your frnds,did you saw me as a just casual frnd,do you speak midnights with the boys with out any inner feeling,i know what youre,i have thought that youre not like all the girls youre the only one girl to me.youre not so important to me but i love my parents one day my mother told me that pls study don't follow girls, girls will follow with these quotes, I don't need to slap,i slap because of you on your affection,just because of you. I Love You AMMA, I'm sorry
BREAK UP
next day i was tried to talking she came and talk when no one was with her and next day also did the same thing and next day we planned like the previous day she was with me around 1hr 15 min i felt very sad because of poor response from her and we moved from that place to reach her destination her friends were already waiting there for her,that time i was observed huge happiness when she was with her frnds and i moved from that place, i was huge disappointed and very sad on her,to be silent i have seen her frnd touching her hand and pulling her t shirt why i have to be silent,suddenly i got intentionally angry on her i moved to talk to her to introduce her frnds to me she was too guilt because of my hands on her shoulder she warned me but i was unable to listen her voice,what i wanna do i was did in a angry mood,after i told to her that is our issue dont make compound she didnt listen my voice,i was requesting her to talk to me personally but she did nt listend her brothers supported her,but finally she said i dont have interest to talk,i have frnds,i need to study
THINGS TO PONDER
I think you may know well about me my weakness and strengths but whenever where ever you have to be live happily, I know what you're thinking in your inner self
you're my last girl and lost girl,i know How much I irritated on you, but you take it as easy that's great because of you went to eat biryani.pls think about once since when we came to contact and whats your inner feeling how did you forget easily or remember but finally I don't wanna disturb you, I know something happened to your mind you're not saying anything and not thinking about me.i don need fake answers at least realize to yourself atleast once im waiting for your reply
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEARING ME
BUCK UP
it was huge divine to me when i was with her and talking to her,i forgot my studies,roaming around her college for seeing her smile and face,but not two sided love,she gave information where ever she go,at nights she gave summary about the day,one fine day she was fighting with her frnd i have seen her in a serious mood i didnt try to talk to her,next day i was asked to her what was happened yesterday she told me that my frnds had taken promise from me,why and what was that-they dont want me to talk to you.after that she blocked my contact for fulling promise and spending time with her frnds at the same time she dont wanna miss me she used to make call at midnights after 11pm to 1am, i thought that my thoughts and responsibilities on her were huge,she had huge concern on me.after her exams she moved to her home she stayed exact 15 days june 18 to july 3 after that she moved to delhi in between jun18-jul 3rd how i struggled to meet her in between those days at shopping mall,vegetable market,near gobi centres.
Things to ponder
i spoke to a girl like you,are you witch or fakeminded
how much i requested to talk not for love after seeing your parents care
am i expected anything from you like money physical help or something,i just asked you to talk to me
SHUT UP
a huge pressure on me from my parents for im not concentrating on my carrer ,i have called to my love 3rd of this month for talking about her accomodation for her she didnt talked much she was so irritable on me,after convincing my parents they sent me back again to hyd with lots of responsibilities,i reached hyd 4th of this month i enjoyed a lot with my brother and gaining importance and knowing more about life.after listening my brother words i lost hope on her,suddenly i got a message from her,i got some random messages she was asking me why are you messaging in a sarcastic way,i know you had interest on me to talk to me i know much about you,some in this world so hurting to me,she tried to make a call to me i dont have interest to talk but after 30 mins i convinced her we were talking each other daily video calls so much of fun and many,i dont want to live single anymore in hyd thats why i moved to delhi,i just came delhi because of her,i didnt tell my parents i dont have money to expend but my frnds taking care about me while i was planning to delhi i didnt tell to anyone of them they felt very bad one me sry my dear frnds for my foolishness,after I reached to delhi,first i wanna talk to her,on the same day her father came by flight i reached her destination 8pm in the evening by train,when i saw her she was with her frnds,i thought that i dont wanna disturb her but i messaged her, after that she didnt gave reply to me i was standing alone on the corner and diagonal to her but she didnt responded i felt very sad,after that she called me ok i forgive up.
THINGS TO PONDER
why i came to delhi,whats your response am i look like a beggar because of continous asking to talk,
you spoke about your inner wear have you forgot about vulgar talk obviously i was forced to talk and later you also spoke do you entertain these kind of talks with your frnds,did you saw me as a just casual frnd,do you speak midnights with the boys with out any inner feeling,i know what youre,i have thought that youre not like all the girls youre the only one girl to me.youre not so important to me but i love my parents one day my mother told me that pls study don't follow girls, girls will follow with these quotes, I don't need to slap,i slap because of you on your affection,just because of you. I Love You AMMA, I'm sorry
BREAK UP
next day i was tried to talking she came and talk when no one was with her and next day also did the same thing and next day we planned like the previous day she was with me around 1hr 15 min i felt very sad because of poor response from her and we moved from that place to reach her destination her friends were already waiting there for her,that time i was observed huge happiness when she was with her frnds and i moved from that place, i was huge disappointed and very sad on her,to be silent i have seen her frnd touching her hand and pulling her t shirt why i have to be silent,suddenly i got intentionally angry on her i moved to talk to her to introduce her frnds to me she was too guilt because of my hands on her shoulder she warned me but i was unable to listen her voice,what i wanna do i was did in a angry mood,after i told to her that is our issue dont make compound she didnt listen my voice,i was requesting her to talk to me personally but she did nt listend her brothers supported her,but finally she said i dont have interest to talk,i have frnds,i need to study
THINGS TO PONDER
I think you may know well about me my weakness and strengths but whenever where ever you have to be live happily, I know what you're thinking in your inner self
you're my last girl and lost girl,i know How much I irritated on you, but you take it as easy that's great because of you went to eat biryani.pls think about once since when we came to contact and whats your inner feeling how did you forget easily or remember but finally I don't wanna disturb you, I know something happened to your mind you're not saying anything and not thinking about me.i don need fake answers at least realize to yourself atleast once im waiting for your reply
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEARING ME
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